theme

The Matrix of Marriage

wmpaulyoung:

I was asked by friend Tyler Ward to write a chapter for his e-book:  “Marriage Hacks: 25 ways to make love last!” which you can download here: Books.NoiseTrade.com/tylerward/marriage-hacks

The following is my contribution:

Matrix – Urban Dictionary – “A computer-generated dream world built to keep us under control in order to change a human being into a battery”

I confess I am one of those ‘religious folk’ who grew up reading the Scriptures more to resolve my internal guilty-conscience-regulator than to learn or hear anything. For some of us, years of absence from the legalism of ‘quiet time’ allowed our give-a-damns time to heal and awaken desires for exploration that emerged from the inside. Interactions with voices of intelligent kindness and compelling authenticity outside our own experience and traditions blew fresh breath into the smoke of our confusion and disdain, initially fanning embers of careful curiosity into Cheshire-grin acknowledgement that we had missed something ‘good’.

Turns out we are in a relationship with a God who by nature submits, and somewhere near the center of God’s relentless affection for you and me is submission to our brokenness that God encounters in our hearts, souls and minds. This is not self-less submission, but self-giving and other-centered. It is respectful of both the wonder of this high-order creation that is a human being, and of their capacity for self-deception and lie-enshrouded power to devastate.

Ask any parent who has even a modicum of health about their love for their child and you will be told that this love is unconditional, dependent on and originating in the one loving. However, relationship, the mystery of how this love is expressed, is not unconditional, nor would we ever want it to be.  It is one thing that you love me, another altogether that you see me. When a person dies, while it may not affect your love for them, I guarantee it will affect your relationship with them. By its very nature a real relationship creates a space of interaction in which knowing the ‘other’ and their choices, character and circumstance actually matters. It is a desperately beautiful sorrow that relationship means the other can say ‘no’ or believe a lie or be involved in accidents or struggle with illness or addiction, or kiss you, or refuse to talk, or hide secrets, or leave you a note or express kindness or forgive or put up and take down walls.

But we human beings generally are a fearful lot, embedding our drive for certainty in expressions of power rather than in the risk of trust and relationship. We create (dream up) institutional systems and organizations of hierarchical power be they religious, social, ideological, political, educational, financial etc, in order to extend our desperate need to control.  Sadly, as these evolve, they often use human beings as batteries. We created the Matrix and without the empowering presence of human beings, any Matrix has less life than a rock. Even with the best of intentions, the Matrix is still the Matrix. We have populated the entire planet with them.

One day, a group Matrix guardians arranged a little meeting with Jesus, ostensibly to air specific grievances they were having with the ‘boys in the band,’ the motley crew of undisciplined and uneducated disciples following Jesus. Seems this rag-tag gang of malcontents weren’t very good at keeping the rules that had long been part of the Sabbath Matrix. The religious systems forming around Sacred Scriptures had effectively reduced the Word of God to a set of defensible propositions, in this particular instance revolving around the very holy subject of the day of God’s rest. The Sabbath Matrix had been developed over centuries, had become increasingly complex, complete with roles, expectations and duties, and provided a significant element of job-security for the experts.

Keep in mind that Jesus is God comfortable inside his own skin. And Jesus cares as much for these ‘protectors of the Holy’ as he does for all those who have been turned into batteries. So, with a twinkle in his eye and in one sentence he dismantles the entire cosmos as we have known it and reveals that our perception is fundamentally a lie.

“The Human Being was not made for (to serve) the Sabbath, the Sabbath was made for (to serve) the Human Being!”

Did you see it, or did you only feel it? Everything changed.

The Human Being was not made for (to serve) the Matrix, any Matrix is made for (to serve) the Human Being.

The Human Being was not made for (to serve the Matrix of…) Marriage, Marriage was made for (to serve) the Human Being.

Incrementally, as the dawn approaches so too does the realization that ‘you’ are more essential and significant than singleness or marriage or any institution or Matrix that has been constructed around them. They exist to serve you, not you them, and for them to do that well they must be authentic expressions of who you uniquely are and then must change as you change. Apart from the life of the butterfly itself, the chrysalis has no purpose or reason for existing. To believe otherwise is to grossly underestimate the grandeur of your humanity. Having established this, we can begin a coherent conversation about each Matrix, even the Matrix of Marriage.

Photo credit: Bill Dahl - http://www.billdahl.net/articles/bill-dahl-photography/

4

People hunger for relationships when My companionship is not enough for them. When I am enough, there is completeness, there is wholeness, and there is no need of anything else.

Papa God

and then relationships will be a true gift, instead of something we NEED!

8

'I Didn't Love My Wife When We Got Married'

this is so spot on. love is not that emotional high we feel when we’re getting to know someone for the first time (even if that high lasts a few months, a few years). love is a decision to give and be selfless. love is a commitment, even when things aren’t fun. this doesn’t mean there won’t be lovey-dovey, emotionally high times… but love is not based upon these feelings and experiences.

113

I’ve already given you the desire of your heart, because I’ve given you Myself. But, you have the choice of whether I am enough or if you still need other desires (and more so, if you need those other desires to be fulfilled). The thing is with needing others…you’ll always be waiting for the next promise, because they will never bring fulfillment or satisfaction.

Papa God

(Source: favoredgrace)

9

The best sex talks are those with Papa God

(and He started it)
5

The thing about gifts is that they are not asked for, but given, freely and out of love.

Elisabeth Elliot, Passion & Purity

Lord, may we learn to stop seeking our own desires and asking them of You, but instead be fulfilled and content with having only You and satisfied with whatever precious gifts You choose to give.

4

Waiting on God in this way is true faith- no agenda of one’s own, no deadlines, no demands on what God must do. Simply an open heart and open hands ready to receive that which God shall choose, and a perfect confidence that what He chooses will be better than our best.

Elisabeth Elliot

(Source: breanna-lynn, via favourandgrace-deactivated20140)

840

If we aren’t denying ourselves and forgetting our own interests, we end up seeking things instead of seeking the Kingdom, and pursuing desires instead of solely pursuing Him.

Matthew 16:24 AMP
Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to be My disciple, let him deny himself [disregard, lose sight of, and forget himself and his own interests] and take up his cross and follow Me [cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example of living].

(His gifts are far better than anything we could pursue ourselves.)

6

I’m not a man with an erection that needs a woman, I’m a man with the spirit of God that has the capacity to love.

DAN MOHLER (via iambrandnew)

This. Yep. Totally!!!! We do not have sex drives anymore, because all that means is we have a desire/need to “get” for ourselves & our own pleasure. Instead, we have Love and are able to give love!!

(Source: giantslayerr)

19

I’ve already given you the desire of your heart, because I’ve given you Myself. But, you have the choice of whether I am enough or if you still need other desires (and more so, if you need those other desires to be fulfilled). The thing is with needing others…you’ll always be waiting for the next promise, because they will never bring fulfillment or satisfaction.

Papa God
9

Your most intimate relationships are meant to give an earthly-image of what Our relationship looks like. I will never leave you or abandon you. I will always desire relationship with you and love you unselfishly. I only have the best in mind for you, and I will not grow weary in walking with you. Because of this, I have created a safe place for you to be intimate and share your heart with Me.

The Trinity was born out of selfless love and intimacy, which is why I desire intimacy to be kept safe, honored, and valued within a committed, eternal relationship. Anything less is a counterfeit of the real thing.

Papa God
10

When I am your only desire, you’ll stop searching and trying to figure out the promises I’ve made to you. There’s a difference in merely handing Me what you’ve decided to stop trying to figure out and, instead, actually having only Me as the entirety of your desire.

Papa God
nothing can compare to You.
11